Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Pep talk to self!

lazy girl, lazy girl, chelsea is a lazy girl! well, i suppose unmotivated would be a far more attractive way to label the way i am feeling. no zest for working that i normally have. mentally checking out at around 1 pm...not good. the Chelster needs to get her game face back on. finish the year with a bang! so get back to it lazy girl, no slacking out of you!

what you just witnessed was a personal pep talk i needed dearly. i have lost my steam, my sas and well, my pep! i guess since the hubby's accident i have been lacking so in sleep that i am just out of my zone. i shall overcome, no little thing like no sleep is going to keep this girl down!

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merriest of Christmas Greetings

Well merry christmas everybody. here it is again, the holiday that preasures us to prove our love and friendship to friends and family by the size of our gifts! no, all sarcasm aside i freakin love this holiday. the lights, love it, the smells of people baking fattening treats, yup, love it, the feeling of impending doom as relatives say really odd stuff to me and each other, like it a little, waiting for just one person to drink too much and make a great scene, LIVE FOR IT, not being that person, my favorite! i guess we'll have to see if anyone steps up to the plate today as me and the fam make our rounds to show off the kids to one and all. family long ago stopped caring if the hubby and i show our attractive, well groomed faces...all they care about are these damn kids. one year i am hiring a sitter just as a gag to see if we are even allowed to enter babyless. i highly doubt we would make it past the doorman!

so i am wishing you all the very merriest of holidays today...drink, eat and be merry.

i feel truly blessed these days, life is good, a few bumps here and there, but we are all present and accounted for and things are truly going our way, or at least headed in the right direction. we have a roof over our heads, we have food in our bellies, and the most fantastic group of family and friends that love and support us year round. i realize not everyone is that lucky, i wish they were, so i know i've got it good!

...well i am off to get this party started, wish me luck!